I'm messed up. My girl dog passed in March. It's gotten worse. [View all]

Feels like my heart has been ripped out. The one in my soul.
Mainly evenings & nights it comes on me in waves.
I 'go though the motions' daily.
Had no idea this profound grief could be experienced.
I cry a lot. On and off.
I can't unremember her passing next to me in bed that early March morning
I did over & beyond for her while she was here. I couldn't save her.
I will not attempt to 'preserve' my life, however the remainder, so be it.
I am grateful for listening again to me.
Peace Be Unto All.