Men's Group

I had perceived this woman to be a mentor and the thought of sex or a relationship with her had never crossed my mind, indeed the rumor in the neighborhood was that she was a lesbian, but when she made her move I just plain didn't know how to stop it. The idea that I might find myself in a situation with a woman where I didn't want to do something and how I might handle that situation never crossed my mind and in that moment the only thing really going through my mind was not wanting to offend her. My feelings about it are complicated. I am glad I knew her, I learned a lot from her (and no, I don't mean that) I wish I knew what her intentions had been from the outset. I would be less uncomfortable with what happened if I knew it was just something she did on an impulse (she was horny and I just happened to be convenient) than if her interest in me was of that nature from the very beginning.

What can I say, this was pre-American Pie.