I'm sick of being the nice guy who finishes last. [View all]

I'm pissed off about people not respecting my time and getting back to me in a reasonable time frame. My cover artist (who I hired for a book I wrote) is taking a very long time then I got an emails saying the artist was unwell but has fully recovered. This is on the tail of having a death in the family. I've been waiting since February. I have a second book coming up and am seriously considering finding a different artist. Also I reached out to my beta reader and he hasn't even started reading my book; It's been 2 months. The last woman I dated came to me on a dating website then after a while she didn't respond to my texts for over a week, then I got a message saying that she's not in a good place to date but hopes we can be friends because she doesn't have any friends, so I said okay. She ghosted me anyway. I'm trying to get in contact with a lawyer about something but they never respond unless I email them several times. Even though I talked to my aunt and cousins about getting together on the Fourth of July weeks ahead of time they canceled on me because they had "Plans with friends". I'm sick of the BS and I'm not going to take it anymore. I'm sick of being the nice guy who finishes last.